ehh..today just wasnt my day.

i was late for my bus and had hardly any make - up on today bc i jsut wasnt up for it since i ddint get home from that boring banquet till like 1o.3o and like i slept thru all my classes today.

slept thru history and was twitching while i was sleeping..someone explain that ..than.

algebra went to the nurse to go home bc i think im getting a stye and like the nurse is all ohh i cant send you home since i cant see anything i was like of course you cant see anything..bc its inside my eye under neath my eyelid. i was like w.e your wasting my time and walked out . and went back to class took some notes got a 92% on mt test and a 100% on my quiz today.

 than gym me and kellie bonded..alot..  and we walked around the field hockey field bc there was nothing excited or that we were interested to do today in gym.

soo yeaah and spanish there was a fight it was kewwl. and i slept in spanish and did alot of work.

and now im home and soo bummed out and just want this day to end and i guess its bc im depressed and miss lou soo much and havent seen him in what feels like forever and ughh. i like him soooo much and all i want is to be WITH him like with with him ( if that makes sense). but atleast ill see him twice this weekend !! to make up for last weekend. heh. well im gonna go lay down or something..bie bie = )

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>> X-Tina <3s Lou << _ (( o5.o6.o4 )) 1 month * Mucho Love Yall!!!

hay today was swell!

went to school. today kirsten was in school!!<3 i missed her soo mucho !! and we had fun in spanish, but senor was being such a butthead . in history we were watching this hitler movie an boy it was graphic  lol. and algebra i have a test tomorrow..ehh.. doubt ill do soo well . and i also have a frikken test in spanish too..erg.teachers these days lol. than i stayed after for no reason today and it was hot and i talked to lou for a little at school sitting in the hot wiating for my bus bc my mom wudnt come get me . and the us ride took fffooorrreeevvveeerrr! lol. and..and..umm.. i came home got changed rite away in my NEW BATHING SUIT! soo cute heh ! and went swimming for like ever lol. and than i changed and did hw and now i have alot of studying ahead of me to frikken do . POOPIES! lol soo yeaah i guess i shud go and do it..ughh. KIRSTEN KEEP UP YOU NEW AND IMPROVED WALK! lmao!!! haahaa. well im outtie yall.

-> i did it...i let go . but i feel i didnt loose anything..bc i gained someone far better... <-

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>> X-Tina <3s Lou << _ (( o5.o6.o4 )) 1 month * Mucho Love Yall!!!

TODAY WAS THE MOST BORING DAY OF MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE!! like seriously! !

i love Lou!  i miss Lou!

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>> X-Tina <3s Lou << _ (( o5.o6.o4 )) 1 month * Much Love Yall!!! 

today was kewwl. 

went to school. played softball in gym..a wierd version of softball..hit a few balls caught a few too. played a kewl game in spanish class. came home and layed around for a while. than went to great adventure with sarah <3 i missed her soo much! heh . we talked alot and hung out with her bf a bit than got free ice cream shakes and than went home. before we got there i was talking to Lou and the phone. and i miss him soo much = (. but i dunno hes gotta home here next weekend like seriously! my friends need to meet him ! haahaa. ...anyways..sarahs mom dropped me off and now im here all tired and ready for bed. so im gonna go. busy day working in my basement tomorrow with the pops. instead of going to staten island i think im gonna have a father and daughter day and work i nthe basement with my dad since we never talk really anymore. we need a little bondage period here and there yanno  . well im off to working out than bed. laterRr yall! = )

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>> X-Tina <3s Lou << _ (( o5.o6.o4 )) _ 1 month * Much Love Yall!!!

hay yall! = ( i miss lou!!! lol

ohh man kellie kuhn FINALLY came back today school today..heh i gave here a big hug in the beginning of the day lol. and she can die any minute bc of her spleen lol. but yeaah it was kewwl me kellie brittney and jylian had a very interesting chat today in gym about like death and all and where we go and about heaven and hell and it was kewwl lol. very educating heh = ). well today school was okay..is still miss kirsten . and i talked to lou alot today on the phone ! i miss him soo much! he'll be coming down next week or weekend! soo yay! heh. but today school was okay omg these black ppl on my late bus were soo loud and me and sammy <3 were like wtf?! ohh emm gee lol ! it was crayz they were talking about different girls and nationalities and who likes only whites or blacks or jsut asians or does any for a dick suck. i was like whoaaa virgin ears here! lmao! it was crazy. but yeaah today was okay..getting better i guess i dunno jsut wanna be with my BoOo.if you wanna see me and lou heres some pics-->http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=6&uid=2154938&

well i dunno what else to say but to angelica! i love you girl and dont worry bout those bitches and bastards there when i next come over ill kick all their asses at once sweetie! luv you ! heh

a lesson is learned everyday...

(( don't call it giving up because that means you've failed. call it letting go because that means you're strong enough to be independent...)) -kellie kuhn

my current thought:
i don't think giving up is an option. it's like running away from something you are [but shouldn't be] afraid of. so don't "give up".. let go -kellie kuhn

kellie kuhn is the woman of adivce. i go to her with alot of my issues and she helps. like with some analogys like what i do but her words are better. i love this woman soo much!and just want her happy..so someone please make her happy heres her sn:  OO adOrkabLe Xx or email her at that sn at aol.com all you single guys from 15-17 years of age . shes around 5'4,blue eyes, dirty blonde hair, straight A student, loves to (boogie) heh, smart and fun to have around. not soo much of a partier but when she starts she dont stop! heh well there you have it..kellie kuhn everyone pronounced..(kuewn) lol..later NOTE: for more info just im me =)

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>> X-Tina <3s Lou << _ (( o5.o6.o4 )) _ 1 month * Much Love Yall!!!